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I adopted a cute lil' dragon fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!
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| 09.17.04 (12:07 pm) [edit] |
=D check out my new fetus woot XD thanks punk haha i saw yours on your tblog an i thought it was awesome so i hada check it out =)
its down there with the kittys in jars o.o; xD aw so cute =)
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| free tbucks |
| 09.15.04 (3:39 am) [edit] |
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549 free tbucks to the person who leaves a comment in my tblog =p been saving them up for got knows why and god knows how long but who cares now cus they are up for grabs ! (no rude, sick or distructive comments pls x.x)
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| Thinking the same thing again |
| 07.29.04 (1:20 am) [edit] |
kinda like a broken record with different reasons as it skips along but this time i think it bumped something more serious... quiting ragnarok seems like the best thing to do right now cus it seems to be causing some serious relationship issues... ragnarok a game... online messing with real life issues ... yea it sounds stupid to be LETTIng something like that happen but it just is some how, or seems to be... atm it seems like the most logical thing to do.
im going to kingston this weekend till sunday and hes leaving on sat for florida for a whole week i dont know if this is something that can be solved in half a day or so and hes gone before i get back lol even more to worry about other then him starting work and school and living in different places, its not easy fearing losing the only thing you love.
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| News |
| 07.23.04 (11:21 pm) [edit] |
lately i have been really feeling " i dunno " i hate when things get like that, none of my friends are left here in ottawa so i have nothing to do ( got tired of doing everything alone ) one of my friends is moving back this summer but im not so sure we are going to do all that much together really when she comes back. She is really cool and a great person but she goes out clubbing a lot and im not really into the whole bar and drinking stuff. Ill get to see her at school maybe and on breaks and stuff and she will prolly hang out at the house sometimes which would be cool, hope she does lol.
i got my navel ring redone while kenny was here on vacation its going really well since the last time, so much better which im really glad for. i had a great time while he was here, wish he coulda stayed longer then he did kinda like forever lol never can be so lucky. we did a lot of cool stuff together and went to nova scotia where my brother tried to mess up the entire vacation but i got him ban from a lot of the trips we went out on. everyone likes kenny which is really good, wouldnt bother me if some didnt like him cus its really got nothin to do with them being happy or liking it lol
program starts august, im already not sure im gonna make it through the first year of it i always fail exams and tests and this is a lot of memory work in the first year which i absolutly suck at. guess ill have to just see how bad i fail it when i do lol
took a peek in Russ's blog hes writen a new entry, good to see hes alive lol im glad hes getting on well with a girl i kinda intro'd him too they are living together now ( n btw dont worry dewd im sure she will come back from her vacation home n.n )
well im getin bored of writing in here as much as im bored of everything else atm prolly cus its 3am =p
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| MUST SEE THIS !!!! |
| 07.13.04 (12:50 am) [edit] |
OMG YOU HAVE TO GO TO THIS LINK ITS WAY BY FAR THE BEST THING ON THE NET XDDD
the truth is out!!
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| View |
| 07.06.04 (8:25 pm) [edit] |
Your blog has been viewed 4996 times.
sure it has.... .
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| omG WTf bbQ!!!~ |
| 06.08.04 (9:43 pm) [edit] |
XD all i can say this game is wack XD
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| Special post for Bob |
| 06.08.04 (9:11 pm) [edit] |
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hey bob guess you read my blog ? lol well the new classes on RO are all out the saders are really awesome unless you screw them up then they really suck somthing fearce, i made a monk class named Reki Nasso lol kenny an me got married on IRO his bard and my dancer, it was pretty cool, 20+ people showed up too didnt figure that many would, most of the class's rawk big time cept for sage they really only have one good skill and you dont see many of them around. hm well its rather late anyways i gota catch some ZzzZz lol later bob =p
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| bored |
| 05.11.04 (9:45 pm) [edit] |
no recent pots on blog cus im bored with it more or less
-been playing alot of RO lately and sleeping a lot since is summer vacation and all.
-got a call from my boss, calling back tomorrow looks like she might have finally got her shit together.
-moms going to italy soon.
-got into graphic design starting august 30th.
-prolly not going to NS this summer which to me is good xD
- Bfs coming to visit soon woot!
- then im going to the states to somewhere to just kinda be a tourist, tried to get a place close to BF but i dont think its worked so far lol seeing as my mom is going too and doesnt seem to want to have to drive far =/
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| around |
| 04.13.04 (10:29 pm) [edit] |
ho hum... i got an email from logan... his mom finally left the crap heap of a bf she was keeping but logan isnt doing to well... sounds like he is on he verge of an insanly massivly large break down and he cant get a holiday from things... i feel really worried for the poor guy... i hardly get to talk to him now n i dont wanna lose him as a friend either.. i have too few friends..
im sick again it seems lately not eating much but when i do i get sick n cant eat anymore then just small amounts, my doc is a fuck up made an apointment when i was sick march first till the end of march about the 30ths and she could only take me in may around the 9th... it would take me over ayear to get a new one.. wouldnt really be worth that
school is almost over thank god, im skipping alot recently tho... i cant stand it anymore.. im getting tired like last years of HS when i couldnt hardly go to school cus i would run so encredibly low on enrgey i could only last an hour before passing out from being tired... i dunno whats up with that, when i ask my doc she says its nothing tho
i didnt get my project done i thought it was due friday but ppl are telling me its due tomorrow andi donteven have supplies for this thing... im fucked for that so im prolly staying home to finish ( buy the stuff i need ) it and then just hand it in the next day to his mail box thingy i cant stand how he is making us buy all this crap with 2 - 3 weeks left and its expencive stuff that we wont even use again! ...
BLARG :evil:
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| Lyrics |
| 04.07.04 (4:02 pm) [edit] |
[b]Stoned Lyrics[/b]
[i]Artist: Dido[/i]
When you're stoned, baby
And I am drunk
When we make love
It seems a little desolate
It's hard sometimes not to look away
And think what's the point
when I'm havin to hold this fire down
I think I'll explode
if I can't feel this free now
Cause if you won't let me fall for you
Then you won't see the best that
I would love to do for you
Instead you will be missing me when I go
Cause I'm bored of hangin out,
in your cold
When I feel loved, baby,
I join the road
And the world moves with me
When I feel lost I just slip away
Silently, quietly take my things and go
And think what's the point,
think where's the hope when coming home
Cause if you won't let me fall for you
Then you won't see the best that
I would love to do for you
Instead you will be missing me when I go
Cause I'm bored of hangin out,
in your cold
And if you find one day,
find some freedom and relief
With this freedom maybe,
maybe you will find some peace
And with this peace, baby,
I hope it brings you back to me
Bring you home, take me home
Cause if you won't let me fall for you
Then you won't see the best that
I would love to do for you
Instead you will be missing me when I go
Cause I'm bored of hangin out,
in your cold
Wha-oh.... take me home
Wha-oh.... take me home
When you're stoned, baby... take me home
Wha-oh....
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| just a note |
| 04.03.04 (9:43 pm) [edit] |
just to lete anyone who reads know im still alive barely im doing alot for college right now and im not doin so great in the feel department ...
im really excited cus i got into the graphic design program, not as excited as i thought i would be, im not sure why.
if anyone wants to catch me im on msn sometimes or on Ragnarok as Reki Kuu.
n if sythes mom reads my blog still, if u got any questions or anything about him comin here this summer just leave me a msg n.n ill be glad to answer. :D
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| OMFG K XD |
| 03.24.04 (10:30 pm) [edit] |
omfgbafb XD k
whoa omfg brain overload XD shebus i need sleep XD :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted: :twisted:
OMFG XD
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| Ragnarok!! :P~ |
| 03.23.04 (9:05 pm) [edit] |
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| im back |
| 03.21.04 (10:27 am) [edit] |
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i havent been around in a while, take a guess? i have been sick since march 1st, as well as i have been so far behind from it i have been working my ass off to get all my projects done i got 2 extensions for 2 of them but my portfolio teacher was not impressed about me asking for it... the drawing teacher was fine with asking him for one tho. i have never asked the portfolio teacher ever for an extension and i only did this time cus i felt that i would not get the project done in time and i would lose the 30% of my final mark... and i was right by the time last thursday came around i didnt have it done... no where near done even with all nighters and getting up really early to work on it. now im just about done i have 2 more things to glue and i made a back up plan in case i dont finish the 3d key on time ... it will still look awesome without it. im going to have to start the drawing project soon its due on wed... this week, so tonite i will lay down the boarders and get what i can started as of now im taking an official breathing break to prevent a major break down and im going to watch the best movie that has come out of the foreign world, Amelie. :D
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| no... |
| 03.08.04 (9:22 pm) [edit] |
why are you reading this...
to the NIN moron in the blog music contest
[u][b]IT IS ATARI THAT IS PLAYING THE SONG TO MY BLOG [/b][/u]
no one gets the tbuck.
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| new music! |
| 02.29.04 (9:26 pm) [edit] |
new music yay n.n guess who it is without cheating :evil:
and ill give you 100 tbucks ( name the song too )
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| Spoot.. |
| 02.29.04 (8:40 pm) [edit] |
well i think i might be getting a cold not sure tho.
so i have my portfolio back got a really good mark and i am on study break this week with a bunch of projects and homework plus more work for the portfolio lol all the work is obviously due when i go back :P just cant get a break can i lmao. the portfolio goes in for the graphic design thing right when we get back march 8th, the teachers might be going on strike but aparently we can still go into the school with our ID cards and hand the folios in.
iv got a speech english assignment and a 3d project to do for one week... clearly isnt enough time with the portfolio clean up work as well.
MY NEW COMPUTER IS ON ITS WAY! woot!
finally i broke down the search and research with some help from my step dad and my coousin chris and i got a really good deal from PcCyber here. its been up since 1998 and is goin strong! i really liked dealing with them the ppl are great and they know a lot about what they are doing, not tomention they dont work on commish so they arent trying to get you to just buy a damn crap computer they want you to get exactly what you need and or like. i ordered it today and it should be ready by wed! that is speedy fast for building a computer lol. when it comes all i gota do is debox my baby and seter up in my room and give chris a call to network the computers and im all set, my room is gonna be the shiznit of the street XD tv, dvd, wicked sound system, laptop, desktop computer the works! WHAHOO lol
no sorry you cant come play :twisted:
well Kenny can :wink: lol
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| People make me sick. |
| 02.22.04 (2:06 pm) [edit] |
People make me sick, simple as that.
:evil:
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| YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS !! |
| 02.18.04 (10:21 pm) [edit] |
lmfao you have to see this!!!!
http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bigboxes.php?box_id=51208&f_id=681 " title="http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bigboxes.php?box_id=51208&f_id=681 " target="_blank"http://www.hugi.is/hahradi/bi...
this guy is crazy funny :lol: :lol: :shock: :lol:
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| Social Disruption. |
| 02.17.04 (3:34 pm) [edit] |
been doing alot of stuff lately, i have alot due this week and next and im kind of behind. not alot of time left for things either so i was thinking i would take wed off and work all morning/aft to get a bunch of it done in one shot, on wed i have one class in the morning of 2 hours it takes me about 2 hours to get there and home. so thats 4 hours of wasted time as i know we learn nothing and get no work done in the class, i do not have the assignment done for that class either. BUT i have missed 3 of them already.... and that is where im stuck, if you miss more then 3 the chance that you will be kicked out is fairly high... if you have a really good reason for not being there then you are safe tho, i figure working on my portfolio is a good reason, i still have things to do on it and its due on thursday this week to be marked...but i dont know if the fag drawing teacher will accept the fact that im totally behind on things and allow me to have that day grace for working on things.
in class today david came in, hes from the graphic design pannel for getting in, he took a look at ppls portfolios that want to go into the program i had to stick my hand up to have mine looked at cus it was down to the last half hour of the class and i really wanted him to take a look at it, he said he liked how i had turned my mixed media collection into a poster and he liked my ad test, said it was very clean which is good. he said my portfolio itself was good, then asked me my name so i hope that means good things for me... like hes gonna remember it to take a better look or to pass my name on to others to let me in..i hope x.x
more bad migrains coming up no doubt... so much stress and iv tried to stay away from stress but it seems to find me everywhere..
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| UPGRADE! XD |
| 02.15.04 (9:16 pm) [edit] |
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new upgrade ! a new pic of me and Sythe from Gaia on the left hand bar made by the one and only MYSELF XD yeppers...
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| i wanted the song to put on here but i couldnt find it.... |
| 02.13.04 (6:55 pm) [edit] |
well yea what the top says i wanted to put the song on my tblog but i coudlnt find it anywhere online that i could snag it from and place it on here so heres the lyrics tho its not as good without the music ...
Good Charlotte - The Young and the Hopeless - Hold On lyrics
this world
this world is cold
but you don’t
you don’t have to go
your feeling sad your feeling lonely
and no one seems to care
your mothers gone and your father hits you
this pain you cannot bear
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
the days, you say they're way too long
and your nights, you cant sleep at all
and you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no more
and you're not sure what you're looking for but you don’t want to no more
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don’t stop looking your one step closer
don’t stop searching its not over
hold on
what are you looking for
what are you waiting for
do you know what your doing to me
GO AHEAD
what are you waiting for
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don’t stop looking your one step closer
don’t stop searching its not over...hold on
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| migrain |
| 02.10.04 (8:17 pm) [edit] |
well this shall go down into history i have a migrain for 3 days in a row how insane is that.
i dont have a lot to say about things, they have been pretty dead, just regular hand out projects and english asignments here and there, theportfolios are going to be viewed by the guy from graphic design who is on the pannel of judges for the entry, i aparently need to add two things which need to be finished before the 19th of feb which prolly wont get finished... then we hand them in to our teacher a few weeks after that, and then FINALLY they are handed into the graphic design section which will put us behind everyone else thats handed them in specially since its after the equal consideration date, tho when my teacher looked through mine she said it was good and the way i did up the objectives was great my listing the materials above them.
i havent been sleeping the greatest lately again im not sure why im betting on stress tho once again, i cant clear my mind and i think im going to any day now just lose it all together, the amount of things that go through my mind at any given moment would prolly give any regular human being a seasure or something.
most of my thoughts have been returning to kenny lately tho i had flashes of a vision that i didnt like... i wont explain it cus well i dont really want to share it, it was kind of upseting. lately i get stuck a lot thinking about my future job wise and really anything that could come to mind, i cant seem to stop thinking of the posibilitys for it the good and the bad and the okay ones i like the good ones the best of course but i have trouble thinking other ways, like the here and now and tomorrow, its always 10 years from now or something.
i dont know
i should prolly cash this tiny check and save it for when kenny comes...
2 months and 19 days till the end of this year of school and till kenny comes.. i think anyways, not exactly sure on the exact date hes coming... if he can
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check this out and if you sign up the referal name is hitoribocchi kihaku
( i know its long i couldnt get the name i wanted..x.x )
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